I feel like the odd one out
Born in to a state of mind
Where morality has declined
And i cant hit rewind
For being born at the wrong place
And the wrong time
Time!
Is something that i’ve never had in the first place
Being born in the worst way
It feels like yesterday
That my mother delivered me
In the hospital ward
Only to loose my parents
As soon as we exitted those doors
Due to a civil war
Facilitated by those admiring the corporate scenery
To destroy the earths greenery
And impregnate my life with illiteracy
Creating a slight loss of faith
And i say slight
Because war child can help set the record straight
But not all the way
Because the loss is irreplacable
Of healing i’m not incapable
Even though my lifes stolen
Requiring more than just
A spoken word poem
I feel like a problem
Everytime i look at the mirror
I see a soulless face looking back at me
Lost in a world where its rare to give a helping hand and doesnt understand
That i just want to be found
Which is why
I feel like the odd one out
Born in to a state of mind
Where morality has declined
And i cant hit rewind
For being born at the wrong place
And the wrong time
It seems like when i was concieved
Hope had already had its bags packed
Leaving me in the same state as my country
Completely ransacked
My parents gave me the one thing i want to give back
Because this little life of mine
Kinda needs help to let it shine
My short timelines interspersed
With geopolitricks
Being only 11 years old
Yet still i’m forced to pay
For a crime i didnt commit
I was the only child alive
Screaming in the aftermath
Of a bloody massacre
Now blindfolded
And being told to pull the trigger
Forcing my innocence to bleed
My heart to beat
My heart to scream the words
I’m sorry
I’m sorry for not being able to bare the pain any longer
Dropping the load off my shoulder
And embracing the life of a child soldier
I’m sorry
For allowing depression, misery and a lack of worth
Act as my emotional prison bars
Trapping me in between world leaders
And arms dealers
Acting as the prison guards
I’m sorry
For loosing my struggle to conform
In a place where war is the norm
Leading me to be born in the middle of
One of lifes tragedies
And now forever stuck in a world
That doesnt believe in me
I’m sorry
For believing that ones ability
To love, to care and be good are god given
Because the day my parents were killed
My ability to love, to care and everything good about me
Went with them
So i’m sorry for being forced in to something that is wrong
I’m sorry for being a war child
That the world gave up on
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Rishma
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